I am feeling very confused. I am thinking of maybe dropping out of varisty. At the end of the year. Just for a year. Almost like a belated gap year! I was looking around and i found this wedding planning programme for a year where you learn the ins and out of wedding... planning! I think I would really enjoy that but at the same time, that doesnt exactly find in with what I had imagined for myself. I was torn between not knowing if I want to be the 50's housewife/ highpowered career women, to wearing suits with matching pink heels in an office or jumping between jobs! AAAAAAAAAA!!! I want answers and I want them now! And thats where my problem lies. I know that God has included me in His greater plan ... but I wish He would reveal it now. While I wait, Im finding myself in this perpectual bubble of constancy and I feel like life is passing me by while I wait. I dont even want to think about having to tell my dad that maybe varisty isnt what i want to do right now. He actually might lose himself considering 3 months ago I told him I wanted to apply for medicine!!
I'm in a sticky situation I would say.
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